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This is all I can have.
(2004-07-04) 15:37

Did I think I could be less frustrated by hurting someone else? Physically? I'm not even a violent person. Last night didn't really help me lessen my stress but at least I bared all I had—I'm not trying hard to bottle up everything inside of me anymore. All the jealousy, annoyances, and everything was let out. It was a relief. I need to admit to myself that certain things bother me and learn to deal with it. (There are just some things I can't...change. Like someone's feelings for me.)

I want to lay on the beach & stare at the stars again. It maps out infinite possibilities with possible connections & hopes. I need hope. If there is a chance, this will tell me.

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